It’s been almost a year since i’ve lost the best thing that ever happened to me. I actually did’nt wanna think how wonderful she made me feel when she came into my life. But somehow, I thought that it was worth remembering.

In April 27, 2007, I gave birth to my lovely daughter. But I was so distressed when I was attended with misfortune. Her illness brought a lot of worry to us for her chances of survival was not that good. I was actually shaken with the thought that my baby will leave me anytime soon. All I did then was to pray hard that my baby be saved and turned to Him for a miracle. But unfortunately, it seemed like His grace’s not for everyone. Definitely not for me.

That was April 29, 2007, when I felt burned out and I saw no reason to continue my life anymore. I always felt a failure no matter what I did. The incident even made me feel suspicious of His steadfast and abundant love. But nevertheless, it turned out the other way around. It’s true , that I was saddened by my baby’s death. But to my surprise,He has taken away all anger and doubt in me and brought me back my bliss again. Deep in my heart I felt glad that finally my daughter’s fine and she had already united with Him. And now I came to buy the idea that he actually arranged my life and put everything in order and will provide what’s best for me at the perfect time. And yet, the best survival tip there is…..NEVER LOSE YOUR FAITH!!!